The Serpent Returns for Another Strike...

Hmm...it comes to my attention that last summer in my LiveJournal account, I had wrote about a few snakes that I had met in my classes from then and how they poisoned a particular person into ruining my summer completely. I thought that perhaps with all of the new events happening and with another year going by completely, I thought that maybe I had gotten past all of that, and that maybe time had healed old wounds, but it so seems that the serpents are still crawling around in the underbrush, and they've returned for a second shot. I thought that maybe I had gotten rid of them when they blacked the world of my friend and I, but apparently I was completely wrong. But what I cannot understand for the life of me is why they feel that they must speak to me at all. I am not Eve. This is not the Garden of Eden. Far from it. I don't speak Parseltongue, (sorry Harry Potter reference there) and I certainly don't want associate with them. Unforetunately because of the way that I've chosen to go, they have to be considered in my group, and so like Joy told me last week, I have to consider everyone in my thoughts whenever I do something. But I'd rather be in a class of my own, they have to deal with those two. They feel as though they need to be cordial, and so they speak when they come near me, but I feel that it's only a commodity, and something that they feel they have to do. I'd rather wish they wouldn't. It's like they're breathing poison gall out of they mouths when they say something to me. And I don't feel that I have to return the favor by speaking back to them, but I do because it's the only nice thing to do. If I didn't, then of course, being the way they are, drama would instantly arise. Though I'm not particularly sure as to why they chose to do this to me. I'd rather not deal with it. But then again, I'm me, so it's what I get. Kinda when the train breaks down on my way to McDonald's tonight. It's just classic. Something that I would expect to happen to someone like me. *sigh* Oh well. Oh yeah, before I go, I think my Queer As Folk DVD set came in this afternoon. I'm gonna have to go and check in the morning. Bet that'll freak mom and dad out!




haha, suckers.