This Is Weird...

Okay, I havent' been able to write lately because there has been some straight up weird shit going down. First off I'm at the Huddle House and I'm sitting with some guys and we're just having a conversation/hiding out from an unknown someone, when we start having that deep theological shit, which for some reason, always ends up happening at the early morning hours at that particular resturant. We get into the talking like we always do, and next thing I know, we're discussing other people's perceptions of ourselves. And then I find myself trying to use all my intuitive skill to describe these people and the way that I see them. I ended up with a Willow Tree and an Orange.

Willow Tree would describe someone who's rooted to a particular cause or belief, but because of outside influences, they will bend to the left and the right under any kind of circumstances. And they refuse to break because at the core of their believes they know that what they're doing is right, at least to them.

Orange would describe a particular someone who has a rather tough outer shell and takes a while to "peel" but once you get past the outer layer and find out what's on the inside, meaning once you spend all the extra time to learn this person, and get inside of them and learn the ins and outs of their special personality, you feel satisfied at having learned their inner secrets.

Come to find out, I'm better at reading people than what I originally thought. I related others to Warheads candy, strawberries, and a lightning bolt, to find that they were mostly correct. But then, I suppose it was my turn to face the ridicule, and I was compared to a peacock and a bowl of fruit. For peacock, I was told that when no one is around that I lower my feathers and remain pretty silent, but when I meet someone (he described it like a friend or whoever) I make the tell-tell sign of the sqwaking and whatnot to be interpreted as high-energy intensity. In truth, I don't know if I liked the comparison, but I suppose it is correct. I try to be high-intensity for the fact that there are others who are not. So they can share off my energy and feel better about themselves. When I am at low energy, I in turn use other people's to help me mvoe on about my daily activities. But in truth, not very many people can be considered high energy for the fact that they would explode under the immense volume of pressure. And then I was compared to a "Jamican Ugli Fruit", which is an exotic combination of a tangerine and a grapefruit. The fruit itself is rather ugly on the outside (? to which he swore he wasn't calling me ugly,) and is very hard to crack, but once you open it, a flood of juice will erupt from it (supposed to represent my personality) and then when you eat the fruit, you find it is overly delicious, contrary the to the outside appearance, which is the way he explained me. In truth, I suppose I do represent that to some people, I just hope not to everyone.

Combine that with the ever increasing curiosity about one of my particular friends, and you can understand why I'm confused. From the comments at the resturant to the online tests they take, to general comments, I wonder if whether or not there's more to the story than that which is presented. In fact, I'm sure of it. And on top of that, I have a test in the morning, which is where I met someone else, who I'm starting to like, simply because he could keep up with me in regards to the amount of the intellect that I threw out. He's mad cool.

With that, I'm gonna disappear for a while.





Fruits named Ugli

(Here's a Jaimacan Ugli Fruit)