So today is Sunday morning and Travis has been dead for three days now. I've finally began to get over it a little bit, by hanging out with a few friends and immersing myself in general groups of conversation. Anything that will help me take the pain out my head. It's like a surgery after the cutting and slicing away of the heart, when they've done what they have to, they prepare the sutures and start to stitch it up slowly. That's where I am right now. I'm starting to accept that he's gone and it just makes me more thankful and everything that I got to be his student. I had a conversation with Sharon today and she helped me to realize that Travis' death was just the way he would've wanted it. The crash was very very dramatic just like his life was. So I'm glad that it happened that way. He would've been mad if anything else happened like that. The paper says that he died instantly so I'm happy for it. As far as everything else, I managed to go to class and stuff but only after I went to chorus and found out that we're performing at Travis' memorial at GPAC. I didn't know that his death affected so many people. The GPAC is the only place we can have the memorial because of all the people that's supposed to attend. So yeah enough of that.
I got to see Silent Hill yesterday. It was really good actually. I was very impressed, and I'm in love with the camera work that the director used. It was a true mindfuck, just like the videogames, and it was a real trip watching it. The ending was really like whoa though it was kind of confusing. So yeah I've got mad work to do today. So more later on.
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