Frank. All I have to say is that one word, and immediately that's the end of the conversation. So after not hearing from him for like a year, over a year actually except one quick Happy New Year and a belated Birthday wish, I finally get a chance to have a conversation with him right before my 12:30 class. Dammit! So I come back and I sit and we chat. For a hot minute. And we go over everything. I mean I've thought about him, I've missed him, and apparently so has he, but things have changed like I was dreading they would. Now in a perfect world, he would have been waiting for me to contact him and he'd be single, ready and waiting for me to enter his life full-force so we could continue our relationship as though nothing was wrong and nothing had ever kept as apart for the last 13 months. However, this is not a perfect world. A fact that was painfully obvious to me as he started telling me about this Jason guy whom he met shortly after I left in LA and who he started dating and they've been dating for a year now. That fact is painful. Pretty painful when I think about the guy that meant so much to me is now with someone that I don't even know. But it just goes to show that he's moved on and I guess I probably should too. But the fact that he just appeared out of nowhere is amazing to me. I can't believe I actually located him enough to talk. That made my week. I only hope that it's not another year before we talk.
And just now Madonna's song "Nothing Fails" just came on and it's sooooo appropriate for how I feel with Frank. I just love Itunes. They know exactly what to say when I need it.
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