As a Side Note. About Men....

I felt the need to also call attention to the fact that these last few weeks I’ve seen a shitload of hot men and I feel like it’s a curse that I have sometimes have to look at them. Take for example the other week I was in San Jose with Matt and we’re just chilling at quite literally the hottest Lumbee I’ve ever seen is bringing sweet tea to the table. He was SOOOOO hot!!!! I couldn’t help but stare and then afterwards, we’re talking and I wanted to stay in the resturant for the rest of the evening. It was so ridiculous. And then shortly following out of the blue Andrew from NASA calls me up randomly in the middle of me watching a movie. Well that was quite a shock I tell you! From out of the blue, and he just calls me and we chat about life and how things have been progressing so far. I know now that he’s married :( -which officially makes him offlimits- but I’m still happy for him. He was also extremely sexy, not because of his body or anything but specifically because of his eyes. I loved the way he looked at me and how he used to be smiling without actually smiling. It was so enigmatic and mysterious all at once! And then Friday night my roommates decided to have a party and this other guy was there he name is Chris Meecham or however you spell it and he was here with Sarah and the others because of some Air Force party or whatever. He is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO very sexy!!! Part Native American and Korean he is SEXY boots!!!!! Mmmmm if the thoughts running through my head could be put on paper....wow. But yeah he was one of those guys who was smolderingly hot without knowing it, thereby increasing the hotness over all. It was very nice talking to him and he seems to be really level and he’s a nursing major here at UNCP but it isn’t what he really wants to do. My question is why am I doomed to look at all these hot ridiculous bodies and being unable to do anything about it? It’s not even like I want to have sex with them!! Well maybe not. It wouldn’t really even be sex to them, at least!!!! lol. Okay enough.