My God I can’t believe how long I’ve been keeping up with this countdown. It’s scary to think that a long time ago I had like 200 days left on it and to think that now it’s down to just below 30 days is insane. As far as updates go, there’s a few things worth mentioning. First off, I have decided to follow my mom’s advice and not think about what’s going to come after graduation. As of right now, my main focus really needs to be on this work, (and boy do I have a lot of it to do) and I keep looking at the cap and gown hung on in my closet thinking about how at the end of this month, that I’m gonna be wearing that finally after all this time and effort put in. So yeah. I’ve decided that I’m gonna stop stressing out about what to do after school is done, and I’ll deal with that road when the time comes to do something about it. It’s just easier that way, and it prevents me having to get into a bunch of issues that I know aren’t good for me. That’s probably why I got sick last week and my head hurt and stuff. Stress really is bad for you. So that’s deal one.
Deal Two: Finally some two weeks later, Katie and I finally had our talk about what was really going on between the two of us after the fight that broke out after Creative Writing class, and I told her how I really felt and how she really hurt me when she said she didn’t need me. She claims that she never recieved my text message asking her this, and I believe her because Pembroke can be really fucked up in certain places. So we talked about it, and she apologized and I did too, and everything is working it’s way back to normal. Well kind of normal since she is still working on her paper (which is something I need to do as well) so it won’t be totally right until after all of that is said and done.
So my brother finally got himself a car, which is fabulous news and I’m really glad to hear it, though I’m a little confused as to why. If he claims that he was coming with me when I go to DC, then a car would be kind of a waste since you can get everywhere there via Metro and it’s far cheaper than gasoline. Well it doesn’t matter. He’s been trying to get one for a long time now, and I’m glad he finally got it worked out where he has what he wants. Now if I only I could convince him to stay here...
Things here are coming to a close now that everything is being wrapped up and I’m beginning to wonder what the hell I’m gonna do a month from now when school is finally over and done with. On top of that, one of the world’s greatest people Ms. Lois, is dying of cancer and is terminal with only a few more weeks left. I have been meaning to call her and I really need to get around to doing so because I want to hear her voice one more time before she goes. She has always been such a great inspiration in my background and I just need her to know that. She’s part of the reason I became an English major, and I want to tell her before she dies.
I finally got a chance to see Sweeney Todd and Beowulf, and they were both pretty good, even though Sweeney is kinda hard to understand. I now know why people like to say that there’s musical theatre and then there’s Stephen Sondheim. He’s just so in another league. There’s still a few more movies that I want to pick up to see because I’ve missed out on them, but it will come in time. Since the last time I wrote here I also bit the bullet and bought a PSP for myself (as a birthday gift to me) as well as Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core, God of War: Chains of Olympus, Patapon, Silent Hill: Origins, Wipeout Pulse and Street Fighter Alpha 3. Not a bad gift, if I say so myself. On top of that Mariah and Madonna’s new albums hit the shelves this month! What else could an audiophile ask for? hehe.
Other than that, nothing more to report at this time.
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