Right This Moment, I'm Stoned.

Oh my God. This is sooooo fucking weird. Right now as I'm typing this, I'm completely high on marijuana and this is honestly, the first and last time I get high. This is too weird to describe. It's like in any of the movies I've ever heard. You don't chill out, it's easy to get paranoid, I don't crave munchies and the world is not cool. It's emotionally fucking crazy. For me, being high is like being in a river of time that you control. You are in the middle of the water and with a slight move from one side to the other you're in this ocean of time. It's like I'm dead center in the middle of universe and my consciousness bends around me making my vision slide forwards backwards and upside down. This is some weird stuff. I mean I don't understand what's happening at all. It started when a burning began in my chest. I'll admit I did take three really huge hits, but to be honest, I wasn't expecting anything to really happen. Then as I sat there, for what seemed like hours from the last hit, little by little things started happening. And the world started shifting. It's like those moments in tv whenever someone slices the screeen and it starts shifting slowly from one side to the other as it disconnects, that's what happening to my consciousness right now. I didn't want to get up but I figured I had to pen this down somehow and I couldn't possibly right at the moment. So I figured to MySpace it so I could look back at this fucking crazy experience right now. I smoked the stuff and as my vision keeps shifting like every moment someone comes and cuts it into two equal diagonals, I decided to move to Jerry's rug in his room. I honestly don't know what he asked me or what I answered, which is sad considering this only occured like less than an hour ago. Realizing I couldn't possibly go to Lumberton to pick up Grand Theft Auto in this state, I called Matt and told him I couldn't go because I was too stoned. I'm scared to think of what he thought of me. But I couldn't keep my consciousness still long enough to listen. And now I'm on this computer and I have too get off and sleep. I hope this goes away soon. It's not a feeling I'm liking at all and I want it to stop. I'm sorry if none of this makes sense right now my brain is quivering and stopping. Until the next time of a normal reality....