I'm Sorry MySpace...My Apologies.

Okay I'm sorry. I've really been neglecting you lately and I really shouldn't. There's so many things I could put here and it would be good for me because then I go back and read and think about what the hell was wrong with me when I wrote it. lol. Anyway, I'm going to try and be better. Really.

Okay so now thaet we've dispersed with the apologies, I've got a few things to say:

First off, life. Life is...good at the moment. Not great, since I made a stupid mistake and spent way too much money when I went to Las Vegas last weeek, spending way more than I should, but I had a fabulous time and I don't regret that part. But that's later. Right now, I'm still at VETS and will be there until I leave for London (God willing). The craziest thing is I would've been at DOL for a year next month. That's so insane! I've never kept anything like a job for a summer, let alone a year! I could practically become a full-fledged Fed. If it wasn't for this grad school thing, I might seriously consider it, though I would have to move to another agency. DOL isn't really doing it for me. I don't know maybe the FBI or the CIA...maybe...but anyway that's all wishful thinking. I don't really want to be involved with the government on second thought. It's a great bridgeway position for me, especially since everyone else is losing their jobs left and right. I'm just so blessed to be able to be stable enough to pay my bills and to be doing things that are helpful for the veterans in this country at the same time. It's a true blessing and I thank God for looking out for me.

Next, soooo Shon is now staying here with me as of yesterday. Mom says he's going to be here for the rest fo the summer, and I have yet to see how that's going to work. I think that she just finally got tired of having him in her house, and she was looking for a way to get rid of him without just kicking him out completely, so she puts him on me. It's not exactly fair, as I'm trying to get my life together by myself right now, and everything I'm doing will have to be put on hold...but whatever it's done. As a side note, our cat Angel died like two weeks ago from complications of cancer so we don't have a pet anymore... :( It was really random and whatnot but I figured she lived a long and happy life with people who loved her so it's all good. Still sucks though.


Next there's London. So far, everything seems to be going well though it's moving really...really slowly and I'm not referring to time. I've been waiting on them to certify my loan for like two months now, and supposedly everything was approved and all of that, so I'm just waiting for my financial aid letter that tells me so. Though they're taking their good old sweet time sending it out. *sigh* I guess this is what you have to put up with to get what you want. But I did get an email the other day and I officially applied for on-campus housing the other day and I have an aofficial student ID number so I'd say it's pretty official.

Second to last, I'm very pleased to say that two of my co-workers Lisa and Jenel have actually inspired me to start writing my new book (finally) though it has no title as of yet. Though I will say I'm am super excited about the prospect of getting this one done. Jenel showed me some tricks on Friday about how to manipulate the pages and whatnot to get it to look like it would be when its printed out for real, and I have to say I was so thrilled to see my writing looking like real pages, I didn't want to stop. I'm really hoping to have the entire manuscript written and finished by Memorial Day weekend. That'd be great. They're soooo getting a dedication page!

And finally. There's Cole.

Or actually Las Vegas to be more precise. I went there last week for my birthday and it was great. The weather was beautiful, it was like 75 the whole time and it was bright and breezy in the desert. Las Vegas is truly like an adult's playground. Each hotel is like a different theme park with it's own shows and attractions. It was pretty cool. There was so much going on all the time, I was actually exhausted before the trip was done and I couldn't do anymore! But even though that was all in there and stuff, I don't really wanna talk about that. I'd rather talk about Cole. I met Mr. Cole at a strip tease show I went to for my birthday and he was behind me with his boyfriend (?) Joey and their friend Steven. After the show, (which was HAWT as fuck) I was hanging out with them and they chilled with me in the room for awhile. And I also hung out with them the next night too. I will tell you that I've never wanted to steal anyone else's man as much as I wanted Cole. I wanted just grab him in front of Joey and start making out and hear him moan and touch me and I wouldn't give a fuck who was standing there that's how crucial it was! After I left, he was messaging me and we were talking and he was saying he'd wished I did!!!! Grrrr NOW he says this when we're thousands of miles apart. Man I swear. Men have the absolute worse timing! And on top of that, he's not really feeling Joey even though they're the same age (19! I know, I don't date dudes younger than me, but he's totally different. He's like older than me mentally) and so I figure it perfect. But alas, I've got yet to find out how he feels. *sigh*