So I've been doing the whole job posting thing today and I absolutely hate it. I hate this so much. It sucks seeing everyone around you working and making money and not even knowing what you're going to be doing or where or how because you don't know how you're going to get there. I need to just fast forward life just to see what comes next because this is ridiculous. I mean it's like everyone everywhere has all these specifications and it's like I didn't plan myself out enough to know exactly where I need to be to get what I want. Very very frustrating. I can only hope as time goes on that I can eventually end up somewhere worthwhile with a good job, and a good house. I know what I want. I just don't know how to get there. *sigh*
This is what I want. Some day I will have it. I will.
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