I have to say that I feel immensely better than yesterday. It seems the counter to every particular issue always happens to come at the time when it is most needed. Take for example, I lost my MP3 player way last week sometime, and out of the blue one of the RA's of the building randomly returns it to me. I don't know why exactly, but according to her she had it for some time and didn't know why anyone didn't claim it. I'm not sure why got it, but I'm glad I got it back.
And now for other things, now that I've had a chance to sleep and think about the events from yesterday I'm starting to take that article to heart, and I've noticed that this particular person has a lot more interesting things surrounding them than what was thought at original face value. Including a plethra of health issues, and committment issues, as he revealed certain things out of his history, I realized that in truth it might not be in my best intrest to get involved with this kind of person. It's not to say that I'd just leave him alone altogether, and I'd definately love to at least explore with this person, I realized that people are a lot less complicated than what they originally intended to be. I'm thinking that for someone of my caliber, I'd have to have someone who would take me years to figure out. Someone who after I'd spent all this time with them, I still couldn't sum them up. Someone that just absolutely could not be summed up in a single sentence. And half the guys that I want to get involved with are quite frankly just too simple for my tastes. But that doesn't mean that they aren't cute. Not at all. But of course, one wonders about the origins of the people that come from. You'd be absolutely surprised to find that some of the most haughty people come from simplified origins. And they simply act that way to shadow up their own pathetic existance. But I'm not calling anyone out, I'm simply saying it as an all around statement.
In other news, I got back my 2nd midterm today, and hooray for me I managed to squeeze out yet another A. I sincerely hope that I manage to get an A out of that class, cause lord knows I've worked my ass off for it. And something else I've realize, is it healthy whenever the very mention or sight of the back of someone's head ignites an unconquerable, all-encompassing rage? Perhaps not. But then, perhaps. It is the reason why I don't speak to nearly as many people nowadays, which gets me off the hook. And my Xbox broke, for some odd reason. Whatever the issue, I'm through with it anyway. I'm gonna stay a PS2/3 person from now on probably because their stuff is just too faulty for me. Though it's kinda hard to believe. I never even got to finish Jade Empire! Dammit! :(
Friday, 24 June 2005
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