The Complete Opposite

Apparently today is just a day of serious drama in different opposites. How is it possible to harbor so much anger in someone? The kind of anger that whenever you think about it gives you heartburn that no amount of Pepsid AC or Pepto Bismol will cure. The kind of anger that makes you unable to see straight. Makes your vision waver in and out like heat waves licking up the air off the pavement. I was thinking that at times I really wish that people would be able to get the point of what I was thinking before I actually say anything. Just thinking about it now makes my blood pressure go through the roof. I can feel my heart speeding up rapidly, and feel the blood pulsing through my brain. It makes my fingers more aware, my senses more acute and makes my overall demeanor into something other than what it is. There are very few times when I allow anger to interfere into what I'm doing. There are times when you have to allow yourself to cap the anger off into one particular area to keep from exploding in another. But the kind of anger that would melt the screens off these crappy computers. The kind of anger that would scorch the carpet, and crack the glass in the surrounding area. And you would set someone on fire and watch them in a sadistic display of honor, watching as their eyes pop, and their skin flake off piece by piece. And for what? Simply to know that they're feeling what you're feeling. Sometimes, I just wish I could inflict a pain like that on people's mental capacity. It's times like these when I wish I really was an Energy Vampire. You know, the kind that can absorb people's emotions and turn them back on themselves. The kind of people that can make someone want you so bad that it hurts inside. You can't eat, can't sleep, can't breathe. And you'd watch them as they suffered slowly and think about it with immense relish. Damn it, why the fuck is he drinking Diet Coke? As if he wasn't supposedly perfect already! Dammit! this SHIT DON'T MAKE NO DAMN SENSE! I mean, why the fuck would someone sit there and be oblivious to the fact that they think they are God? Don't you already have enough followers? Don't you realize there are people who would stab themselves and bleed at your command? Fuck it. I really, really hope that he gets whats coming to him. I hope that years from now he really gets whats comnig to him. I hope that when he gets married that he realizes that his wife is a whore, and as much as he is, and that she doesn't want anything to do with any part of him. I hope that he runs out of friends, and out of family and that they move back to where they were going and they leave him behind to persue his perfect career with his medical stability. I hope that he runs out of everything, and everyone, and when all is over, I hope that he finds out the lowest of the low. I hope he realizes that when he was on top and everything was going so well and when he had everything, that it was only as good as the looks and the brains. God forbid that he get a viral skin eating disease, or something around the same platform. I hope that his kids, (I hope he never has any, he'd make a horrible father) realize what a fuck up he is and how much they hate him. And in the end of all of this, when his world is completely shattered, and everything around him has died, and everyone has left, and all is darkness and gone, I hope that he....comes back to me.